once again,
after such a long time, and much consideration,
i put my blog private!
woooahh~
last time, i choose not to put private is simply bcoz i wan to
share my story wif others.bt now, i feel tat i hardly post.
furthermore my life is getting more interesting, more feeling, tat cannot be simply share wif others.
as i shy~ LOL
so, i decided to put it private.
and sometimes, i dun wan to put private is coz
i wan get sort of famous,as i always tink my blogskin attract ppl, not th contect. lmao!
since now i design a blogskin wif my confidence photos (so called zi lian),
i shy ~ hahahahs xD
nex, i shall
start my personal story .juz now, js sms me, she ask if i wan to go ikea wif them this coming fri!
oh god;x
last few times when they went out, they dint invite me.
and this time, they invite me.
did they come up wif a
vote b4 inviting me? ;x
lolz, nvm, since they invited, i shouldn't tink so bad of them.
i'm so happy now!
dere something i always wan to post in my blog.
so nex time when i read again, i can have a
memory of tat.since th holi, my junior, becomes my di!
and it th best di i ever have! xD
without G by my side, i still have my di.
bt sometimes, i feel tat
i pragmatic(not sure about th spelling)when i'm bored, i reply him fast wif long msg,
when i'm busy, i hardly reply and wif short msg. ;x
and sometimes he gave me kinder burno, and i would treat him better
although i always treat him well la and nvr ignore him b4. xD
bt sometimes when he met difficulties in poa, i help him leh.
nvm, i will help him more in future den! hahas
out of boredom, i always recall of th past.
last few nitez, i recalled an incident happen in sec2.
i have a feelin tat lynetter and chengee doesn't really like me.
when we r in sec2, they stole my wallet.
and during tat time, i was super worried!
as i dun wan to redo my ezlink, etc.
so i ran to all th places tat i went b4 to search for it.
in th end, my senior accompanied me to GO, and it was dere!
th staff in GO told me tat th person who found my wallet dint record down their name,
they juz left it dere and went off.
at nitez, lynette ask me if i found my wallet.
after tat, her frenz told me wad she did.
and i was totally super angry and disappointed.
i already noe they hate me, bt i dint noe they will do this to me.
it might be a
joke and laughter for them, bt it
hurt me.
and i couldn't forget it.
till now, there still hatred within her perhaps.
coz sometimes her words
really hurt me,
and i dint shoot her back.
maybe
i'm timid? not sure.
i worry tat th girls would back her up, and i afraid of being left alone.
in th past, if G was by my side, i wouldn't have tolerate it.
as i noe, i'm not alone.
am i
pragmatic again? ;x
haiz.... my studies are getting worst.
bt till now, i haven't feel much stress.
maybe is coz this term i haven't sit for any tests.
i would try my best to improve my grades!
anyway, last thu i finished watching
1 litre of tears drama.
it was intro by G!
lolz, he really wan see my cry den happy. xD
nvm, it was a nice drama.
and i shed many tears for tat, bt
not as much as 1litre.sometimes i duno y, whenever i see his face,
i would have a feelin of patchin back.
maybe i juz
dint get use to life without him.or
maybe i was
juz making use of him in th past?
or i really like him, n
till now i still like him?tat y suddenly feel empty inside me.
i'm really confuse now!
but when i feel like patchin back, i would tink of...
i confirm can find a better in future, dere no nid to rush now.
tink this way make me feel better.
i shall continue this tinkin bah.
time for bed!
today i onli
wear contact len in my right eye.dunno y, in th morning, i couldn't get th len into my left eye.
n dere red line in my left eye tat make me feel pain.
i worry, worry tat my eyes are in danger.
i dun wan to be blind! Labels: 1st post of personal story.
